Funny how you can still do a decent job at something that you don’t entirely enjoy doing. You may be all smiles and laughters outside, but inside you know that you would rather be doing something else.
Why do you stay at your job even if you feel like you are not cut to do it? For the money? Security? Approval? Honestly, what do you feel inside, doing that job day in, day out? Dead? Lifeless? Numb?
What is your reason to keep going? Why don’t you look for better alternatives?